2020 - Update

Hello guys!

It's been quite a while since my last blog post (over a year, holy molly and I'm so soorryyy!!!!!). I thought about blogging a while ago but never had the inspiration to do it. But I guess that it was time for a small update and here it finally is. 

2019 was a brilliant year somehow. Had lots of fun on concerts and with my friends on the road, work was not too good but more of that later. Also my progress in writing was pretty good. If you're interested, here's a link to my AO3 page. 

So work... Bad news first. No I didn't quit, not yet at least, I just got stabbed in the back by my bosses and transferred to another job after writing applications for different jobs in our company and got denied all of them. Now I'm my bosses boss "secretary" and the idiot of the whole firm. I still don't know what all my work will be but for now it's crappy. Mostly because - not of the work itself - but because no one feels responsible to show me how I do things right. I try to give my best but it's hard. Especially when they all shout at you for doing things wrong you have no clue about. 

Had another bigger meeting (my first big meeting with my boss boss and our head of subsidiary) today and it was quite okay I guess. Well I'm trying my best and show them what I'm capable off just to annoy my bosses because for some reason - and I don't rlly know why - he seems to hate me? Anyway enough of work... 

So what I did in 2019..

As I said I visited lots of concerts - Barns Courtney, Welshly Arms, Toto, Joan Baez - saw some musicals - Beauty and the Beast, Anastasia, Sunset Boulevard, The Band, Titanic, Book of Mormon - and was on the road a lot. For the first time in my life I was in Italy with a friend - well only Bolzano but anyway :D Loved it, had beautiful weather, saw the corpse of Ötzi, had a stroll through the city and in the evening we saw Sunset Boulevard. Loved it! 

Also I was in Zurich twice. Once for Hugh Jackmann's 'The Man, The Music, The Show' (absolute amazing and I love him even more now) and once for 'The Book of Mormon'. Saw more the second time shortly after Christmas and it's a very beautiful town. Looking forward to go there in February again to see 'Les Miserable' with the Original London Cast! 

I had lots of lovely dinners and times with my friend, celebrated my birthday out for the first time in ever and it was brilliant as well. And I got a new car. I said goodbye to my Baby shortly after my birthday (I cried a lot, that I can tell you and I sometimes still cry) and got a new Sweety I'm quite proud of.
I'm still working in Hospital on Saturday's and I love it. Got another working contract for another year and then we'll see. 

Christmas this year was a small and short celebration with my parents and New Years Eve with two friends and it was rather crazy haha. 

My new Year's resolutions are quite the same as last year but not really then ^^ 

I'm definitely trying to blog/write and especially read more! I miss reading but then I can never get myself to do it bc I don't have a lot of time with all this work and stuff.
I'm also trying to be more comfortable with myself and how I look so I decided that I'll post more selfies. :) I also want to get more confident at work and stand up against my boss when he's an ass again. But that's pretty hard - as you may know yourself.  

That's about it for this year. Hope it works out.

Currently I've some health problems but no clue why.. I keep having these heavy migraines and headaches every few days. I tried to drink a lot - didn't help. I tried to eat regularly and a bit healthier - didn't help. I tried lots of sleep - didn't help. So now I'm currently trying to get an appointment at a neurologist and check everything out and look for the reason for these problems. Wish me luck.

Beside all the above, things are the same like usual. I promise I'll try to blog more and also interesting themes and hope you'll all have an amazing 2020 and all is well for you guys.

Love, Y.